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Remission

“In all this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials.” 1 Peter 1:6 I never knew how a person fought a battle such as a cancer diagnosis. I would look at them, I would take care of them, I would pray for them, but I never knew how they got from day to day. I never fully understood how life went on, how day to day tasks remained the same and still managed to get done. I never understood that the doctor appointments didn’t get easier, I never fully gripped the never ending emotional roller coaster they were on. I never really understood any of that, until this morning when I realized I am them. I am those people I’m praying for, I am the one still making to do lists and I am the one still holding my breath going in to every doctors appointment. I am the one protecting, understanding, crying, praying, and rejoicing, I don’t know how I got here, I didn’t know I was meant to make it to where I’m standing now. Sloane is in