For those keeping track, I’ve learned two, rather hard, life lessons in the past eight months. First being- I should not go on vacation, secondly- I should not plan parties. But then again, God is bigger than me and I’m sure those things were placed very strategically. Rewind to yesterday when I posted on social media and asked you all to pray for calm hearts for Austin and I. Now come back to today and please, still pray. There’s got to be some truth behind a ‘mothers instinct.’ Call it what you choose, but I’ll call it that because of the reason I could hardly eat yesterday, the way I tossed in my sheets all night long, restless, unable to put my mind to rest. The reason I felt I was going to vomit about 6 minutes prior to Dr. Plager walking in to the recovery room. There’s never good news coming your way when a doctor closes the door behind him, pulls up a chair, and takes a deep breath. “Her right eye is really good, nothing new.  Her left eye is bad, really bad.”  And then it