Proverbs 3:5-6 “Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding.  In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths.” I really like a routine.  I like a plan, I like an emergency exit in the back of my mind, I like knowing what is going on around me and I like planning for what is next.  I like a routine so much that for as long as I can remember I have washed my face, my hair, and my body in the exact same order, every single shower.  Now my goal here is not to label myself as having some obsessive tendencies, more of a goal to explain why I’m starting to have a hard time again. I’m not saying this time has been easy.  Austin and I have been through more trials in the past 6 months than we ever thought our marriage would withstand in 60 years.  If you would have asked me on November 21 what day I was looking most forward to, I’m pretty sure my immediate answer would have been “Sloane’s last day of chemo.”  I remember the feel